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April
1992, France
They'd
flown in through Charles de Gaulle airport in Paris, spent
two nights in a too expensive hotel in the city so Vadim had
the chance to see the Musée de L'Armée, the
Panthéon with Napoleon's tomb, and the conveniently
close Musée Rodin. Dan - looking very longsuffering
- simply followed Vadim to wherever he wanted to go to, despite
getting bored to death within ten minutes in a museum. Keeping
himself entertained with studying signs and captions, making
a wager with himself if he could learn the language before
the wedding, or, rather, brush up and remember what he had
learned once.
Just
as Jean had promised on the phone, each and every eaterie
in Paris served great if not perfect food. That was, if one
could get the waiters to understand English - something that
a true Parisian waiter appeared to be above of, each one a
blasé and haughty monarch in whatever place he not
so much worked in but graced with his presence. By the second
day, Dan's inexplicable talent for languages struck again,
and he managed to order in French, truly enjoying the food
and the booze. He even began to like the wine; there was something
no-nonsense and perfectly unpretentious about the French house
wines. Simple but good, just like him, he joked to Vadim every
time.
Notre
Dame was next, which Vadim felt didn't live up to its fame,
but after climbing the clock tower, the view rendered Dan
speechless. The landscape of Parisian roofs, so different
to any other city he'd ever been in, and a lifetime away from
the red dust of Kabul. Dan promised to Vadim they would return,
right after New Zealand and a handful of other places they
had to see.
Another
surprise came as they were about to leave the Ile de la Cité,
heading into what Vadim promised was 'the last church', and
the beauty of Sainte-Chapelle took them by surprise; it was
a strange church that was part early medieval in the sturdy
bottom half and a splendour of a high medieval church sitting
right on top - filled with light as the whole upper church
resembled gold filigree with stained glass in between. Both
were connected through a staircase so narrow that both Vadim
and Dan felt somewhat claustrophobic while braving the worn-out
steps. At least, Dan figured, it was more entertaining to
imagine dying a horrible death, stuck between winding stones,
than gazing at yet another goddamned tomb or statue.
After
this last tour, they picked up their rented car, tossed the
bags into the trunk and made their way out of Paris into the
countryside. Stopping every now and then for a coffee in one
of the villages on the way, they made their way towards Messey
sur Grosne. In his description of the route, Jean had even
written out which cafés and other places were interesting
along the way. But for once, Vadim let the sightseeing be,
keener on getting there before nightfall.
The pleasant
landscape eventually opened to reveal the small village where
Jean had bought his house. It didn't seem very remarkable,
thought Vadim, and downright incomprehensible how somebody
like Jean, who was clearly from Moscow and therefore from
a big city, could enjoy being out here in what amounted to
'just landscape'. Then again, their farm in New Zealand was
even more remote, according to Dan, with at least twenty minutes
drive from Palmerston North. Which, by all accounts, while
being one of the top cities on the more crowded of the New
Zealand islands, had a decidedly rural and backwater feel
about it. Here, it was old buildings huddled together that
must have looked very similar about five hundred years ago,
just without the modern road.
They
coursed through the village, but Jean's description of 'brick
build, start of the village' was too vague. There was a big
building with towers behind what looked like a moat, but that
was hardly a house. It looked closer to a fortress, if friendlier.
"Hm",
Vadim murmured after turning the car around on the marketplace
again. "Would you mind hopping out and ask that old fellow
over there where the crazy legionnaire lives? There should
be only one like Jean in this place."
"Damn,
seems I have to embarrass myself with my shit French again."
Dan grinned, but did as asked, and was seen talking, using
his hands and arms, to the elderly gent who'd been coming
out of the boulangerie. Dan returned within a few minutes
and plonked himself back into his seat, grinning like a fool.
"Well,"
scratching his non-existent beard. "There's no way we're
going to miss Jean's house."
"No?
Seems we have. Or are they playing their 'you're foreigners,
we're taking the piss' game again?"
Dan shrugged.
"If you just turn your head about 45 degrees to the left,
you are sure not to miss Jean's little home."
Vadim
turned and looked straight at the thing with the towers. Towers.
It looked huge, and it sat right behind the mote. "The
bunch of Mercedes' and cabrios might have been a clue",
he muttered, exasperated. The front was lined with expensive-looking
cars. He wasn't quite sure what he'd expected, but certainly
not that. There were two more sturdy, practical cars, something
soldiers might choose. "Little home? Fuck."
Dan laughed,
"seems the bastard got us on, well and truly."
Vadim
drove over, got in line in front of the cars and switched
the engine off. "He's certainly not slumming it."
"But
a bitch to heat." Dan grinned and winked at Vadim, leaning
across to kiss him lightly, a natural gesture. "If you
ask me, I'd rather have a farm in New Zealand, dilapidated
or not, because the mountains are missing around here."
"Can
only be a few hour's worth of driving into the Alps ..."
Vadim got out of the car and headed towards the entrance.
There was light outside, and by whatever magic that had warned
Jean, the door opened and the ex-Legionnaire stood there,
dressed in jeans and a light jumper, and a remarkably neat
and flattering hair cut - in fact, Jean had never looked so
well and rested.
"Hey,
Frenchie," Dan called out. Grinning, as he stretched
his legs, massaging his aching knee. "Got the shits yet
with fear?"
"No
- I have another day to plan my escape." Jean laughed
and covered the distance, pulling Dan into a tight hug that
clearly crossed the line between buddy and intimate. "How
are you guys?" His English, Vadim noted, was tinted with
French inflection. He'd clearly not spoken a lot of English
recently.
"Rather
well, and if I told you what we've been up to across Scotland
and England, you'd blush." Dan winked, standing close
to Vadim. "I can't figure out if the most nefarious deed
was visiting my family or buying my wedding outfit."
He shrugged, as if he were bored, "the two weekends spent
tying up a couple of Glaswegian guys was child's play compared
to trying on clothes. And, I have you know, I remembered the
'no camo' rule."
Jean's
eyes flashed at that and he laughed, again, releasing Dan,
then moving to hug Vadim, who opened his arms almost in an
afterthought and found that it didn't hurt. Jean was still
a sexy motherfucker, even if he pressed in less when hugging
him. Vadim prolonged the embrace to murmur into Jean's ear:
"He means it with the Glaswegian guys. The way he reduced
them to whimpering bitches was a sight to behold." Feeling
Jean stiffen slightly in his arms, he let him go, smiling.
"And you look good."
Jean
needed a second to gather his cool again, and Vadim assumed
it was because he hadn't had a guy recently. Or Dan recently.
Jean's sexuality was still a mystery. How straight was he
when he lived with his girl?
"Do
I? I spent so much time working on that house to get it mostly
finished before the great day ..." Jean motioned behind
himself, then grinned. "I'll have to show you. Come on
in. We'll get your stuff later. You're staying here, of course.
Your bedroom's ready."
"Good,
because you do know that there are certain rules regarding
stag nights, best men, booze and bedrooms?" Dan grinned,
following Jean, but not without winking at Vadim.
Vadim
grinned, especially when Jean murmured: "Let's pretend
for a few days you guys are the acceptable kind of friends,
okay?"
"What
do you mean? That the others are the unacceptable kind?"
Dan laughed, good humouredly.
"You
know what I mean", said Jean, then led them through the
hallway into a huge room that had an open fireplace and a
low fire burning in it. The building seemed colder inside
than outside and, far from modern, could use the heat from
the fireplace even in spring. The ensemble inside was sophisticated,
much more so than Vadim wanted to give him credit for. White
leather couches arranged in an open square around a low, carved,
wooden couch table, and people sitting there who clearly fell
into two camps. There was Pascal and another sun-weathered,
short haired man who had that wiry deadliness that many seasoned
and still active soldiers shared. On the other side was a
couple, a man and a woman, who were both attractive and impeccably
groomed. Above all, Vadim wondered what these two groups had
been talking about.
The one
who got up first was a slender, impossibly tall dark-haired
beauty. Long, wavy hair falling down beyond her shoulders,
a tight soft cashmere top flattered her almost as much as
the long skirt she wore. Tall and thin, and perfectly proportioned.
What the photos had never transported was the warm smile that
she graced them with, and a happiness, joy and calm that Vadim
had rarely seen in a person. The lady of the house, no doubt.
Even
Dan was affected, plucking the inevitable shades off the top
of his head to fold them and place them into a pocket. Smiling
at her, as he walked straight towards her. Extending his hand,
"I have seen your photos and admired your beauty, but
if I may say so, you surpass any of the pictures."
She smiled,
casting her eyes down for a moment, long, dark lashes and
the gesture itself completely natural, even for a model. "Oh,
welcome, please." She extended her hand as if leading
them towards the couch she'd sat on, but Dan didn't take her
hand to shake it. Instead turning it gently to bow his head
and placing a kiss on it. As perfectly behaved as he would
have been at the most important of the Baroness' functions.
"I am Dan, honoured to be Jean's best man." Turning
to the side, smiling and nodding to Vadim, "and this
is my partner, Vadim." Only then letting go of her hand.
"Dan.
Jean has been talking so much about you. Both of you."
Placing a long-fingered hand on Dan's arm in an affectionate
gesture. "Vadim." Extending a hand to Vadim as well,
who decided against a kiss on the hand and instead kissed
her cheeks, surprised that she was almost as tall as him.
"Please, sit with us. Can I get you anything to drink?"
"That
would be a life saver." Dan grinned as he sat down. "You
don't by any chance happen to have some whisky?"
"But
of course. Any specific brands? Jean here is trying to build
up a collection - he joined a 'Whisky tasting club'."
"A
Speyside single Malt would do."
"I
think we have that ..." She smiled tenderly at Jean,
who'd stuffed his hands in his pockets.
"Should
I ..." Jean started.
"No,
sweetheart, you stay and entertain the guests." She turned
around and gathered a few things from the table before she
left. "I'll bring some nibbles, too."
"Nibbles
" Dan murmured to Vadim with a shit-eating grin.
"I can just see Jean handing out the 'nibbles' in his
tin hut in the next war zone." Turning towards her with
a smile, before acknowledging the others, grinning from ear
to ear at Pascal. "Long time no infection of the virus,
aye?"
Pascal
cast a weary glance at the groomed guy on the other couch,
then pulled himself together enough to relax a little. "Hi
Dan." Looking at the guy he shared a couch with, "that's
Lieutenant Beauvais, just come back from the 13th demi in
Djibouti. Lieutenant, that's Dan and Vadim, PMCs, friends
from Kuwait. Vadim's ex-Spetsnaz, Dan's ex-SAS." The
wiry man stood, and just that gesture looked rather stiff
and formal, like he'd expect them to salute any moment. Vadim
had to remind himself that his own Colonel was dead; but the
armies of the world just built that type of man, somehow.
"Pleased
to meet you." Dan was still on his best behaviour, stepping
close enough to stretch his hand out to the man. "Never
had the pleasure to meet anyone from the Foreign Legion while
I was on the job."
"But
I followed the exploits of the SAS. Less so Spetsnaz."
The Lieutenant spoke clipped English, which made him sound
more disciplined than seemed strictly necessary. "I'm
pleased to meet you, gentlemen." Shaking Dan's hand,
then Vadim's, and inviting them to sit. "It was my pleasure
to drill Jean, back when he joined the Legion. Since then,
I've earned my commission."
"How
did he perform?" asked Vadim.
"Well
enough that we offered him to stay on after basic training,
to join us in the training regiment."
"That
would have been suicide. Nobody likes the brownnose that gets
fasttracked to caporal", said Jean. "I was tempted,
though."
The Lieutenant
nodded. "We had to try."
"Who
doesn't." Dan muttered, then smiled his most innocent
smile, when he addressed the Lieutenant. "You must have
been quite impressed with Jean, to see you here at the wedding,
after all those years?"
"We
served together and stayed in touch ever since." Every
word could hold a world of meaning, but one that no outsider
was privy to. It seemed a Legion-only business, and that,
again, could mean everything and nothing.
"Aye,
Jean does that to people. The friendship, I mean." Dan
smiled, seeing Pascal close his eyes and shake his head. Nobody
else noticed, likely.
Jean
just grinned. "Well, and these are Sandrine - editor
of a woman's magazine, no, not that kind of magazine, something
with fashion and sex tips - and Chretien, Solange's latest
conquest. Or rather", when Chretien gave a rather camp
and high-pitched giggle that went straight to Vadim's toenails,
while Dan twitched visibly, "her latest photographer."
"Pleased
to meet you." Dan got up again to shake hands with Sandrine
and Chretien. "I'm afraid I'm a bit too scruffy to fit
in with the fashion crowd." He grinned, fighting the
laughter back, "but Vadim here is an entirely different
matter." The evil grin made the scar in his face twist
in strange ways.
"Oh,
I think you're underestimating yourself", said Chretien
in smooth English with a French accent that seemed almost
comical in a man who'd subscribed so much to the camp stereotype.
Holding Dan's hand for several moments too long. "But
your friend does wear a beautiful suit. A little austere,
but it fits his type. What do you think, Sandrine, darling?"
"I'd
say Hugo Boss", she piped up.
"I
wouldn't know." Dan grinned, extricating his hand. "I
just wear what he tells me to."
"What?"
asked Vadim, confused.
"Nono,
the suit is obviously tailor-made", said Chretien. "I
was thinking more the type than the suit. He could easily
walk for Boss."
"Walk?"
Vadim looked at Dan, who shrugged with a confused look in
his eyes. "I'm not sure I understand."
"But
you are a model, aren't you?" Chretien seemed a little
taken aback now.
Dan burst
into laughter, almost doubling over in his seat. "That's
priceless," before he guffawed again.
"No.
I ..." Vadim paused, only now catching onto the thought.
Oh damn. They'd really thought he was ... "I mean, no,
I'm not. I'm a PMC." Understanding that the civilians
didn't know what that meant, he added: "Private military
contractor. Politically correct term for mercenary."
"Soldiers."
Dan added, ever helpful, "we're both ex-soldiers. Special
Forces, you've heard of them? Every country has them."
He had to wipe tears of laughter out of his eyes.
"Oh
dear me", said Chretien, and a strange kind of silence
settled.
Thankfully,
Vadim spotted Solange coming in and headed over to take the
tray from her, which elicited another of those warm smiles.
"I'll get the rest", she said, when he took the
tray and set it down on the table.
"It
does clarify something I've said for a long time, though."
Dan settled back in the couch, after taking his whisky. "Vadim
is rather model material." Nodding to himself. "I've
always known that, even back in Afghanistan." Stirring
it with that evilly amused streak of his, because seeing Vadim
flustered was a wonderful sight to behold.
Chretien
looked around, frowning. "There should be more light
in this place", he said, and it sounded almost as if
he was giving an assistant an order. When the light wasn't
magically brightened, he turned towards Solange who set down
a second tray with a few bowls of 'nibbles', ranging from
carrot sticks to some more unhealthy options. "Darling,
where's the light switch?" Solange smiled at him and
turned up the light at the wall, smoothly increasing it. "I'm
sure there would be a market for him", said Chretien
after regarding Vadim, who was visibly tense now. "Not
in mainstream or high fashion, a bit too old for that, I hope
you don't mind me saying that ... but that kind of face ..."
"Aye,
but I do think that at this point in the conversation I should
tell you that if you continue talking about Vadim like an
- admittedly dead sexy - piece of meat, you probably won't
continue with your monologue much further
" Dan
smiled sweetly while reaching for the unhealthiest option
of nibbles he could find. Crisps. What else.
Chretien
seemed taken aback at the bluntness, but shut up, taking Dan's
words as a threat. Vadim sat down and didn't make eye contact
with the photographer if he could help it. Again, there was
that eerie silence, while people took their drinks and emptied
the bowls.
Solange
played hostess, making sure everybody had drinks and the nibbles
didn't go out, while vanishing into the kitchen every now
and then. Returning with a tray of savoury filled bites, there
was wine and cheese later, after a procession of canapés
and tiny food things, that, in succession and by their sheer
amount, doubled as dinner. Conversation flared up again, with
Sandrine starting a conversation that mainly involved Chretien
and Solange, sometimes Jean, then Jean starting a conversation
that involved the military people. Both sets of guests separated
by a glass wall, like in a zoo.
"Right."
Dan finally had enough and piped up, glass in hand. He'd been
enjoying the whisky and some of the wine for too long to be
classified as sober anymore. Dark eyes gleaming with that
wicked spark, he stretched out his long legs, making a wide
gesture across the sofas. "I think it is time to play
the game of 'embarrassing confessions of the friends of the
bride and groom'. Or rather, what do we know about those two
lovely people here, who are the reason why we have all come
to welcoming lovely place to be damn jolly for a couple of
days. What 'secrets' do we know which will make them really,
really cringe. Things like hidden pimple cream and wads of
tissue." Dan winked, "good humouredly, of course.
After all, they have been bloody fine hosts so far."
Chuckling, Dan pointed at Sandrine. "Let's start with
you. How did you meet the beautiful Solange and the strapping
lad Jean?"
"Oh,
Solange was the show piece in a series about 'well-integrated
foreign models'." She rolled her eyes, "you might
be aware that we had a very public discussion about integration,
and we were looking for positive cases, so we gave her a five
pager detailing her work, her career up to this point, how
she's dealing with her heritage and religion - all with beautiful
photos, and that article set some things into motion for her
career. I'm so proud of you, darling", she said, reaching
over to squeeze Solange's hand. "I met Jean only much
later, when he picked her up after one of the shootings, but
he didn't want to get involved in the article."
"I
can imagine that." Dan grinned, "soldiers, ex or
not, and glamour mags?"
"Instead
she sold me to some lady from a guy's magazine who was dead-set
on doing some eerie artsy black and white shoots of the testosterone-drenched
world of the French Foreign Legion, but by then, I'd long
since left and presenting myself as a Legionnaire just didn't
seem right. They should talk about the guys still doing that
dance."
"True."
Dan waved his glass at the Lieutenant. "While it is fairly
obvious how you met, how did you really meet? Jean,
that is, not the soldier." Dan smiled.
"Jean
was the finest of a crop of Eastern Bloc boys", said
the Lieutenant. "These days, the Legion is full of them,
and we're sending most of them home. Not because of their
fitness levels, but the state of their teeth, interestingly
enough. But him we took in." He leaned back, comfortable
with a glass of red in his hand, regarding Jean, visibly delving
deep into memory. "I was a young caporal, then, and I
had a lot to prove. I was determined to give my lot hell."
"And
you did." Jean said in a calm and silent voice.
"I
hadn't learned the 'hard but fair' tack yet. Instead, I opted
for hard. And then harder. And then harder again. I pushed
them to the limit and beyond. Worse. I was set on breaking
them. I thought that was the way to do it. One day, all the
guys were hungry, exhausted, hadn't slept for five days. I
don't mean 'properly for five days', I mean 'hadn't slept
at all'. That day I gave them an order on the parade ground,
push-ups, and I knew they couldn't take it, but I was set
on making them do it anyway." The Lieutenant gave a spartan
smile, very measured, with a hint of irony that suddenly made
him very attractive. "It was Jean who balked first. Some
moved to obey, but he didn't. Instead he looked me in the
eye and I saw that anger in him. The others noticed, too.
They got up and formed a half-circle around me. I repeated
the order, but nothing happened. They just wouldn't have it
anymore. And then the Eastern Bloc boy said, in his horrendous
French: "You know what, I'm going to sleep now."
It was like the herd had suddenly turned on the lion. These
things don't happen in the Legion. The roles are clear. But
in that moment, I knew I'd gone too far. True enough, he turned
around and went to the barracks, and whatever I did, I couldn't
stop him or the others. The next day, of course, I got another
Caporal to help and we cut him down to size. He'd passed his
entry test at the top, a straight 20. If he'd been one of
the bad ones, he wouldn't have made me so angry. It took me
a while before I forgave him - that was when the training
staff decided to offer to fasttrack him. I thought, this guy
can be a caporal in a few months, and I had to do it in three
years. Maybe he had a point. After that, I didn't overstep
again, and he obeyed. When we were posted together - he was
a Caporal and I was a Sergent, I realized he was actually
a good guy. We had a lot of fun, outside the fence and on
holidays. He was always shooting for trouble, and always got
away with it. Testing the limits, taking risks, like losing
his holidays by breaking rules all the time."
Dan smiled,
had sat in silence throughout, glancing at Vadim for a moment,
then back at the Lieutenant. "You know, it takes a lot
of guts to admit mistakes." He raised his glass. "So,
I drink to you, Lieutenant, and to the fact that you have
nailed our Jean down to the 'T'. Taking risks and getting
away with it. That's him." There was a lot more he could
have said, and it showed to those who knew him - but he merely
finished with, "to the groom, who, despite being an annoying
git, knows the value of friendship. And to the bride, who
must be truly remarkable, because she has harnessed all that
is good in him, and none of the 'trouble.'"
The other
guests raised their glasses as well, and Jean shook his head,
grinning. Pleased and touched, and visibly not quite sure
what to do with that. Vadim caught a glance of that strange
relationship Jean had with the officer, not quite friends,
not quite comrades, there was some other layer beyond that.
Opponents, possibly, or an older brother younger brother relationship,
but definitely respect forced from adversity. These people
had all played important roles to either Solange or Jean.
Of course, the photographer who furthered her career, the
editor who'd likely properly started it. Pascal, Jean's very
close friend and comrade, an equal, but this officer stood
out somehow. Vadim was sure the man knew that, and had made
a bold effort to bridge that gap and explain why he was here
and why he cared about Jean who had likely dealt a major blow
to his NCO ego, back in the days. What it had meant to the
other NCOs - that he had failed to make the young legionnaire
do his bidding - he couldn't imagine. Jean hadn't been the
only one who'd been cut down to size. He thought about that
while the others toasted, and he murmured a toast as well,
while studying the officer.
Dan smiled,
drank to finish his toast. It was different, then, the chemistry
in the group had changed, with a new-found ease that didn't
breed any awkward silences. Pascal's account followed: he'd
met Jean during parachute training on Corsica and raised hell
in the local watering holes with him. They'd been on the run
from the military police once - a potentially hilarious story,
but told without skill. Until the foreseeable end, being roughed
up by two huge Tahitians who were Legion military police,
and then time spent together 'en taule', in the hole, the
Legion prison, where they'd cooked up a hundred and twenty-two
different plans to escape to pass the time. Vadim leaned over
and murmured into Dan's ear: "Prison with Pascal?"
"Don't
get me started, or my imagination will run riot
"
Dan smirked and whispered, before laughing when the story
came to an end. Quite unspectacular, but another proof of
friendship, and they all raised their glasses again.
"And
you?" Solange's voice was heard.
"Who?"
Dan's attention had been on the drink he was pouring, suddenly
confronted with her dark eyes and warm smile. "Me?"
"Yes,
you." She insisted, sweetly, and he sat back.
"Well
" Dan grinned, swirling the whisky in his glass.
"I could tell you a wild story of tremendous adventures,
tall tales of the high seas of the sand dunes, and unbelievably
touching accounts of the bravery of two men, but
"
his grin turned into a smile after a glance at Vadim. Dan
shook his head gently. "None of that would really do
Jean justice." He took a sip, smiling. "I was in
a very, very bad place when I met Jean. Think of ... life,
death, love and loss, disaster, desolation, pain and utter
heartbreak, and all that culminating in hatred
"
Glancing at Vadim again, Dan placed his hand on Vadim's thigh,
casually, lightly, a touch as natural as a smile. "Jean
offered friendship. That was new to me, because I had never
managed to have a friend, all my life. I'd never had the chance.
Jean taught me what friendship means and that it's worth it."
He shrugged, smiling, "that's all, the whole wild tale
boiled down to the bones. Thus I'd like to raise my glass
to Jean, our friend, the man who helped save my life in the
desert, and to Solange, to whom I would like to extend my
friendship as well. Let us drink to friendship."
The others
joined in as well, and Solange leaned over to kiss Jean, who
beamed and probably looked like the happiest man on earth.
And, thought Vadim, it was impossible to hold a grudge against
him that moment. While Pascal studiedly didn't look at Dan's
hand on Vadim's thigh, the photographer was clearly noticing,
and likely got images in his head at that. The Lieutenant,
though, didn't bat an eyelash.
They
finished their drinks, and with the atmosphere mellowed, Dan
glanced at his watch. "Blimey, it's still damn early.
While I am all for sitting and chatting here, I wonder if
our couple would like to have some quiet time together. Perhaps
the rest of us should invade a local bar? If not, I reckon
we should get some music going and ask those two good people
here to break out the family photo albums and the holiday
videos." Dan grinned.
Jean
laughed. "Well, there's a nice bar just down the road
... But before we shoo you off, I'll show the recent arrivals
their room, and give them the tour of the cellar. While you
enjoy yourselves outside, we'll prepare some more stuff for
tomorrow, when things get a bit livelier ..." He stood,
and Vadim set down his glass as well.
"Let's
get your stuff out of the car." Jean headed outside,
followed by Vadim and Dan. As they walked towards the car
in the dark, Jean turned, flashing a grin. "Tomorrow
will be hell. It's another fifty guests or so, half my people,
half hers, we've rented every available room in the area and
several more are staying in the house. How do you like the
guys?"
Vadim
shrugged. "Not sure I like that photographer."
"Don't
worry about him - pretty certain he didn't mean to piss you
off. Come on, you're easily forty pound and one foot more
than he is, never mind the inches elsewhere."
"And
how would you know?" Dan smirked, teeth and all, as they
heaved the bags out of the car.
"He's
been swimming in the pool downstairs. Wearing a pair of swimming
trunks."
"Ay,
but there are the growers and there are the stayers
"
Dan chuckled. "Oh, and that Lieutenant
you sure
he is completely straight?" Adding, because he could
not not say it, "like you?"
Jean
gave a breathless laugh. "Do you have a way to trace
pheromones or what? Beauvais ..." He grinned, shaking
his head. "Last thing I know, he's good to go when there's
also some pussy in bed."
"Shit!
You shouldn't have told me that. The guy with whom you shared
the whore
aye?"
"Yeah,
that's him. It was in some dump in Africa."
"And
you do know what that means?"
"You
think he's just pretending? Possibly. He's a hard bastard.
I respect him a lot - granted, that took me a while, the first
years I thought he was a complete wanker, but after we'd dealt
with our hang-ups, we became friends. I didn't ... you know,
I didn't have 'a crush on him' or something."
"Actually,
that's not what I meant, but thanks for volunteering the information."
Dan grinned conspiratorially at Vadim, shouldering the suit
bag that held his outfit. "What I meant was, short of
Vadim putting me on a leash ..." flashing another toothy
grin, "I'm going to go after him. That guy is so stiff,
what he needs is a threesome, just without the female whore
this time."
Jean
leaned against the car with a groan. "Fuck." For
a moment, it seemed as if it was pain or guilt, thought Vadim,
but Jean's eyes showed something entirely different. Need.
A deep craving for something. And he was pretty sure that
craving was Dan. "Too bad I don't have cameras in his
bedroom." It was only half a joke.
"No
crush, then, eh
?" Dan grinned, turned and stepped
close to Jean, just for one moment. "Then again, I told
you about the stag night, didn't I? The best man has the right,
no, the duty, to organise the best possible night for the
groom." Standing too close, far too close, as Dan leaned
his head backwards to cast a grin and a nod at Vadim. Then
back to Jean, the darkness sheltering him as he ran a hand
swiftly down Jean's front, lingering at his crotch. "I
am sure we'll find a very large bed for three men somewhere
unless you'd like to make it four?"
Jean
moved closer, elbows still on the car, breathing harder, and
clearly very hard. "The beds ... are fairly big. You'll
be ... okay." He looked at Dan, need very obvious in
his eyes. "Fuck, putting that thought into my head was
cruel ... I'll need a very cold shower."
"Or
five minutes in the next bush with me on my knees and Vadim
behind you." Dan countered casually.
"The
only question is, how do we set Beau... whatever's name up
to join us", murmured Vadim close to Dan's ear, and loud
enough for Jean to hear as well. He liked Jean looking so
desperate. Straight? More like forced to play straight ever
since he'd returned to the village. That must have been a
bit of a shock for Jean, realizing that he'd got a serious
taste for men in the desert. "All, of course, without
alerting Pascal the Supremely Nervous, and without giving
this Chretien freak boy a chance to squeeze himself into
the middle."
"That's
simple
fix Pascal up with a girl, tell everyone it's
a stag night only for soldiers, so the freak stays away, and
find a secluded place with bed and booze and a lock. Beauvais
won't know anything until it is too late
" Dan
grinned, rubbing himself close.
Jean
nodded. "O
okay. I can ... Solange's girls will
be all over him when they get here ... just drop a hint he
likes blonde and he's a soldier and they'll ... swarm all
over him. I mean, he is damned cute."
"I
always knew you'd think that. After all, a man in spandex
" Dan smirked.
"I
hate his cycling shorts, but I like the guy, yeah. Sue me."
Jean glanced up. "Will you get me off if I find a place?
I have an idea. But ... be warned, he's just as likely to
rip your cock off than touch you."
"Who,
our Lieutenant?"
"Yeah."
"Somehow,
I doubt that", said Vadim, moving to Jean's other side,
exchanging a glance with Dan. "Where do we give our Frenchie
a hand?"
Dan flicked
his head to the side, scanning the surroundings within a split
second, before throwing the clothes bag over the hood of the
car and dropping the rest of the luggage. "Right here."
Moving to the side, he pulled the unsuspecting Jean with him,
closely followed by Vadim, as they stumbled through a tight
gap in the tall hedges.
Jean
cursed, but his protests were weak, partially because one
of them - or both - kept touching him. It was just a knot
of bodies, and Vadim kissed him, of all people, but at the
same time, he opened his jeans, and Jean was so motherfucking
glad for that when he found calloused hands on his cock. Vadim
pulled his trousers down, with the underpants, he pumped Jean
a few times, dry, but that powerful hand brought back all
the memories, including that time when he'd fucked Vadim.
Jean moaned, the need worse when Vadim stepped behind him
and Dan went to his knees into the damp grass, the heat of
his breath against Jean's cock.
Jean
feared for a moment Vadim would attempt to fuck him, but instead,
Vadim pulled him back, his naked ass against Vadim's clothed
groin, and he felt the Russian press in and grind against
him. That was okay, that was safe, only that it wasn't, not
safe, not psychologically safe, because feeling Vadim needing
him so much and feeling his breath against his ear made things
worse. Much worse, though, when the hot breath and those hands
on his hips turned into the touch of Dan's lips, and then
the tight heat of his throat as he took him in, paused, concentrated,
breathed for a moment, and then swallowed him all the way.
Eyes closed, hands gripping Jean's hips hard, leaving fingerprints
in the flesh as he deep throated him, from zero to one hundred.
Fast and demanding, to bring him off within minutes.
Jean
felt a yelp escape and it freaked him, but he was glad when
Vadim put a hand over his mouth. Powerful, controlling, holding
him while Dan put everything into that fast, hard blowjob,
and Jean couldn't help it, he lost control, oddly protected
and steadied by Vadim - the jealous lover of the very man
who was giving him that blowjob, even making sure he didn't
give himself away. Jean closed his eyes, strangely, utterly
secure in that lust, with Vadim shielding and holding, and
he came, clutching at Dan's head, shoulders, and Vadim's hips
behind him, unable to decide who he wanted to touch. Knees
buckling when the pressure was taken off.
Vadim
took his hand off Jean's lips and kissed his neck. "You
needed that badly, hm?"
"Yeah.
Fuck." Breathless, Jean relished being held and leaned
against Vadim. "Do you ... what do you want?"
"Something
you won't give me", Vadim murmured. "And a hand
would take too long."
Dan came
up, a strange look in his eyes as he tilted his head, regarding
Jean for a long moment. In the end he said nothing, just leaning
forward and kissing Jean, with his taste still lingering.
Sharing the spent lust with the man himself, which made Jean
embrace him tightly, kissing, lips, tongue, no shyness about
the taste, in fact it just drove the point home how much he'd
wanted and would want again.
"Serious
... what do you ... guys want?" asked Jean, right between
Dan and Vadim and absolutely loving the heat and the strength.
Dan looked
up and smiled. "You got to get back to your guests and
your wife to be, or they'll be looking for us. I'll take care
of Vadim, don't you worry
and tomorrow
tomorrow
you'll be mine." Dan winked, leaving the meaning ambiguous.
Jean
nodded, still dazed. "Okay. Thanks ... thanks for this.
Believe me or not, but I missed you. Both."
"Funnily
enough, I do believe you." Dan grinned.
"And
I'm not sure."
Jean
looked over his shoulder, grinning at Vadim. "I knew
you wouldn't believe me, Vadya.... I need to show you your
bedroom, okay?"
After
they'd picked up the bags again, Jean went back into the house
and up the stairs, turning to the left. Vadim assumed they
were heading into one of the towers - and he was right. Up
a few more stairs, Jean opened the door into a rectangular
room that held a nice, big bed, and old, restored furniture.
Everything smelled of wood and work, like Jean had worked
on this up till today. Two walls had windows that presented
a good view over the village. "There's a bathroom down
through the hatch ... but I'd recommend using the stuff in
the cellar for shower and sauna and all that, and it's mostly
finished, too."
"This
is fucking grand, you know that?" Dan looked around,
impressed with everything. "And now shoo, go back to
your bride. We'll take the rest of the rabble out, so that
you get some peace and quiet before
" waggling
his brows, "tomorrow."
Jean
grinned. "Now ... have fun guys, I wish I could join
... but you know that." He headed out of the door, and,
whistling, down the stairs. Vadim closed the door and leaned
against it. "What are you planning? Fucking him tomorrow
night? You, and me, and that Lieutenant?"
"No."
Dan shook his head, sat down on the comfortable bed and fished
for a cigarette. "The last thing I'd try to do is fuck
Jean. Granted, I think if we played it right, we could, even
both of us, but shit, Vadim, call me a stupid sucker, but
it really is the worst time. That man's desperate, and what
I said earlier about friendship is something I really meant.
I feel we'd be taking advantage of him, and that's not friendship.
The guy's about to marry, and the last thing he needs at the
altar is being completely off whack because he'd just discovered
he likes to get fucked up the arse by a bloke, while his wife
has had her bits chopped off to be what he thought he'd always
wanted - and what she always wanted to be." Inhaling
the first lungful of smoke. "Nope, that'd be shit and
I won't have it." Dan's face broke into a broad grin,
"the Lieutenant, though, that's another matter. He's
fair game."
Vadim
didn't react to the last bit. Instead, he stared. "What?"
"Hm?
What do you mean?" Dan looked up, pulling on his cigarette.
"What
bits chopped off?"
"Oh
Fuck." Dan's face fell. Smoke curling out of his
nose, he shook his head. "Shit, fuck and derision and
thrice goddamned fucking damn. You didn't know, did you?"
"Know
what?"
"Solange
damn. Solange is a woman. No doubt, you saw her.
All woman and all the right bits, just when ... well."
Dan took a deep breath, "when I saw her photos for the
first time I noticed her Adam's apple. One of the few shots
where she wasn't wearing some jewellery or scarf around her
neck. She was born a biological man, but she's a woman. And
while I don't understand all this shit, I get it that it must
be hell - not being who you are or something like that. So,
anyway, she's a woman, aye? No different to what you thought
she was." He shook his head again, "and I'm a fucking
big blabbermouth."
"A
transvestite?" Vadim blinked. He'd been fooled perfectly,
wouldn't have doubted for an instant. Even now, the thought
that that had been a man didn't go together with what he'd
seen. Voice, frame, actions, behaviour. He'd been taken aback
at how tall she was. She. It. Fuck. "I guess that explains
... Jean's flexibility when it comes to cock. Fuck. Wow."
"Transvestite
is something else as far as I understand it. "Solange
is a woman. She hasn't got a cock anymore. When I met Jean,
Solange was just going under the knife. She got tits and pussy
and all that. No flexibility there." Dan got agitated,
standing up. "Fuck, Vadim, don't behave any differently,
now that you know. Because that's what she is, a girl."
"But
when we met Jean, he'd been together with 'her' for a while,
and that means Solange was still ... something else. Don't
tell me you sleep with somebody who has the guy parts and
pretend you're sleeping with a woman, because, frankly, that's
bullshit. I could always tell whether somebody I'm sleeping
with has male or female parts."
Dan sighed.
"But that's exactly what he did because she wanted him
to. Jean told me that she would cry and hurt herself, because
she hated her body so much. She had a cock and she couldn't
bear him touching it. I don't understand the whole thing,
but he said she hated herself. So he got the money together
for the surgery." Flicking the ash off his half-forgotten
fag, "I don't know what Jean is, or thinks he is, and
I don't care, because straight he is not, but I know one thing:
Solange is a woman, okay? I guess that's all that counts."
Vadim
rubbed his face. "Fuck. That's ... that's a damned decent
thing to do. Of him, I mean. Enabling her to do that, and
... I don't know, pretend she's a woman when she's not ...
yet, I mean. And I wouldn't have guessed."
"Yeah,
I wouldn't have either, hadn't I spotted the Adam's apple."
Dan shrugged and smiled. "She's a good one, I have it
in me waters, you know, and so is he, no matter what."
Dan got up, extinguished his fag and stepped close to Vadim
to clap one arm round his shoulders. "And now we go and
take the children out, aye?"
"Yes."
Pulling Dan close for a deep, gentle kiss. "And regarding
the Lieutenant, we can start fucking with his mind tonight.
I'd enjoy a bit of build-up, before we have him tomorrow."
Dan laughed,
"after you, m'dear
" giving an exaggerated
bow, he let Vadim step through the door first, his mind on
things very much unlike a white wedding.
*
* * * * * *
Downstairs,
Jean had just made everybody laugh with a joke or a quip,
and Solange was sitting on his lap where he'd most likely
pulled her. Vadim still didn't manage to see the guy she had
been. Nothing in the chin, nothing in the hands, nothing in
the frame, and her height only made her suitable as a model.
Maybe the fact she was too perfect, too attractive - if one
liked women - but he realised he was stretching it.
"Right,
guys, I'll kick you out for a little ... I already called
the bar, whatever you're having is on my tab. But I'd love
to catch an early night with Solange before the well-ordered
madness that is a wedding drowns us tomorrow. You guys ..."
pointing at Pascal and the editor, "have the keys. Dan,
here's yours. Fridge is full, my house is your house."
He stood, and when Solange got to her feet, he swept her off
them right away and winked. "See you tomorrow!"
and off they went, leaving the guests alone.
"Well,
guess that means we have to go into the local bar and get
boozed up." Dan grinned, ready to go. "Who's coming
with us? Military guys only, or fashion entourage as well?"
"If
you don't mind", said the editor and smiled at them.
Chretien was also interested, and not much later they were
all gathered around the local wine bar, ordering the first
round of alcohol. It was actually quite entertaining, even
when Pascal again and again fudged all attempts to tell a
joke - that alone was funny, and he took it with good humour.
After a lot of drink, the fashion people left first to head
back to the 'castle', as Vadim referred to it. While Pascal
hung on for a long time, he'd flown in from South Africa or
thereabouts, and was still jet-lagged. The fact that Vadim
kept pouring him drinks didn't help, and the ex-para ex-Legionnaire
eventually admitted defeat and headed back out to the castle
as well. That left the Lieutenant, who drank steadily, but
seemed still very much together.
"How
long have you been in the legion?" Dan pulled the bottle
of wine close.
"Getting
into my thirteenth year", Beauvais stated. "Looking
forward to become one of the anciens in Puylobier, planting
grapes or binding books." Again that wry humour. "Jean
made a good change into a more civilian life, but that wouldn't
work for me. I tried, after my first five years. I was fed
up and tried to do something else, but it didn't work and
I went back. Haven't looked back since."
"I
know exactly what you mean." Dan nodded, poured more
wine into their glasses." I left the SAS two years short
of my pension age, because they wouldn't let me return to
Afghanistan after knee surgery. Went back as bodyguard and
then became a merc." He grinned, "I'm still trying
to figure out what to do once that ragtag of scars and fucked-up
joints gives up completely. I guess you, on the other hand,
have quite a few more years. Anyway, can't imagine there's
a life after the army," adding while raising his glass,
"except for sex, of course."
"Sex
is rare enough, I give you that. But wherever I'm stationed,
there is a healthy industry of taking Legionnaire money in
exchange for sex, and it's usually cheap."
Dan grinned,
"how old are you now?"
"I'm
thirty-eight."
Dan nodded.
"And Afghanistan? Now, that was an interesting war."
"You
can say that again", said Vadim, grinning. "That's
how we met. Enemies by day, lovers by night." Voice low
to keep it between them.
Beauvais
again didn't even blink. "Guess you saved a lot of money
that would have gone to the whores, then." Grinning and
emptying his glass.
Dan chuckled,
"not that easy, mate. We were enemies by night at first,
too. Just the fact that we figured out eventually that we
couldn't get rid of the other from our heads, groins, blood,
kept us from pulling the blade. Or
" he grinned,
"placing it too close or too deep." Filling the
glasses once more, Dan had a good mouthful from his own, noticing
that Beauvais' expression had become thoughtful, speculative.
"Eventually, though, we got it. Vadim earlier than I
did, and he saved my life after I got injured and forgotten
under a pile of festering Muja corpses."
Beauvais
looked at Vadim, studying him, but Vadim just nodded and smirked.
"I had some liberties as a Captain. I got away with some
things that ... a normal soldier might not have. One of them
was that I could operate fairly independently. Usually, nobody
looked too closely at what I was doing. The paratroopers thought
I acted as spetsnaz, the spetsnaz thought I acted as paratrooper,
and both sides assumed the other had given me the orders,
so they let me in peace to a greater extent than most other
operatives."
"They
are only now starting to admit that spetsnaz exist at all."
"Well,
yes. There were rumours, obviously. Dan knew about us ...
but yes, we were, strictly speaking, not officially there.
Nor did we do the things we did."
"I
guess when it comes to 'not officially being there' I definitely
win." Dan grinned.
"See,
the Legion is different. We're always officially there. That's
part of the deal, the enemy has to know because then he's
afraid. Sometimes we surprise them, on other occasions, we
just let the reputation do most of the work."
"The
reputation for tiny shorts?" Dan mumbled into his glass.
"Don't
slag off our shorts." Beauvais grinned and had more wine.
"So you pulled him out and nursed him back to health?"
"Something
like that
" Dan nodded, looking at Vadim with a
grin. "He just used some
more exotic methods."
"I
guess it wasn't "get up, pussy, it's just a flesh wound"?"
Beauvais seemed genuinely interested, while the alcohol hadn't
slurred his speech or thinking.
Dan laughed,
glanced at Vadim again, who just looked at him without any
particular facial expression, and Dan lowered his voice. "Not
quite, no. I was out of it, it seems. Had a head wound, thigh
wound, and had been buried long enough under the festering
corpses so that I was - quite frankly - fucking mad."
Dan quirked his lips into a strange grin. "He then used
the well researched medical method of fist fuck and diverse
other sexual techniques on me."
Beauvais
- there was no other word for it - blanched. It wasn't paling,
or going pale, it was a more subtle draining of colour. But
Vadim also noticed that his lips opened, if only slightly.
Dan paused,
dark eyes on the Frenchman, while talking to Vadim. "Did
you actually fuck me that time, or didn't you? I think you
kind of did the decent thing, right?" Grinning from ear
to ear.
Vadim's
grin matched his own. "I don't think I did. I think I'd
remember that part. Not that I wouldn't have wanted. Even
then, you were better than any drug I've ever tried, and then
some."
"Aye,
guess I was lucky." Dan clapped a hand on Vadim's shoulder,
a matey gesture for anyone watching. "It's been twelve
years since we met, and we've been through more shit than
anyone should see in several lifetimes." Eyes resting
on Beauvais, Dan added, ambiguously, and as if in an afterthought,
"and you?"
"I
- what?" Cautious, but wound up, the man was wide awake,
but Vadim didn't think he was about to bolt.
"What
have you seen, Beauvais
what have you done." Dan
smiled, face coming closer. "What have you wanted to
do
"
Beauvais
held the gaze, as if hypnotised. "A lot. Not ... not
enough ... and more", he said in a low whisper, voice
warm, unguarded.
Dan knew,
knew this very moment, and he kept his voice to a mere murmur.
"Do you want to?"
Beauvais
only then seemed to wake up, or almost revert back to his
former self. He said nothing for an instant, then shook his
head and said "yes", then shook his head again.
It was strange to see him like that, Vadim wasn't entirely
sure which signal was the louder one.
"Okay."
Dan answered, smiling. He put the glass to his lips, finishing
off the rest of the wine. "It's the stag night tomorrow,
and as best man I'm supposed to be organising it." Seemingly
changing the subject.
"Yes.
I was wondering about that." Beauvais leaned back, but
Vadim could see him think behind those eyes. He was trying
to decide whether he had committed a serious gaffe, and he
was only half there listening to Dan. "Jean's friend
said he'd abduct the bride ... but that is after the marriage."
"Pascal?
Aye, good idea. I thought, for the stag night, the military
guys should get as far away from the civilians as possible,
and have some good entertainment while getting pissed."
Dan refilled their glasses.
"Good
idea ..." Beauvais relaxed again, as if he was reasonably
sure now that Dan had indeed changed the topic.
"Jean
said he'd know just the place for a quiet little piss-up away
from the revellers, so I guess it'll be all sorted by tomorrow
night." Dan flashed a grin, "just not sure how the
fuck we're going to survive the day. Any more of Chretien's
ilk, and I'm going to fucking scream." He lifted his
glass, "even though
Vadim as a cover model did
tickle my fancy."
Vadim
laughed. "Don't get ideas. I was a poster boy once, I
don't want that again. Besides, I'm 'too old for mainstream
or even high fashion'."
"There's
that," Dan grinned, "but I do remember you, decked
out as a Christmas tree at that press stint in Kabul. Impressive,
but most of the effect would have had a bigger impact on me,
hadn't I hated your guts."
"I
didn't dress to impress you particularly ..."
"You
should hear him in his obnoxious French. He's worse in French",
said Beauvais.
"Who?
Chretien? Not sure if my French's good enough these days
to pick up on it. I do speak a shitload of languages, but
I'd have to be here for a couple of weeks to get used to it."
Dan grinned.
"It's
not just the language, but hearing that guy grates on me,
too." Beauvais looked around, then remembered that Jean
was covering the tab, he stood. "Jean's friend has the
key. You had another key, I remember."
"Who,
me?" Dan patted his pockets, fag dangling between his
lips. "Shit, yes." He grinned and pulled them out.
"Guess we should finish off for the night, aye?"
Turning to Vadim, "come on, Mr Model, time for your beauty
sleep."
"Can
I have the beauty blowjob first?" asked Vadim, casting
a very quick glance to Beauvais, who, again, didn't bat an
eyelash. He was somewhere between staring, transfixed, and
just seemed to have forgotten to breathe for two dozen or
so heartbeats.
"Sure,
you know how much of a cocksucker I am." Dan grinned,
lingering for a moment longer. Voice low, close enough for
the Lieutenant to hear. "But only if I can have my beauty-fuck
of your beauticious arse. You never know, it might smoothe
some of my scars." He chuckled.
"Deal."
Vadim got up. He didn't even have to look at the officer to
tell what he was thinking. Dan's remark struck him again.
Don't you think they are damned envious. We got some -
every day. And he knew they were being cruel to this guy.
But maybe ... maybe showing how much they enjoyed themselves
hooked and baited this guy more securely. Dan wanted him -
so they were, strictly speaking, on the hunt. Like he'd been
with Vanya. Only that it was nothing like that. If he wasn't
completely mistaken, this piece of prey was willing to be
hunted. But not quite as easy as the Glasgow boys.
They
made their way back to the 'castle', and back into their respective
rooms. True to their words, Vadim got fucked, without desperation
and with a whole lot of want and lust and warmth and familiarity,
until it was his turn to enjoy the way Dan drew out the blow
job, playing with his lust in return. And finally, they slept.
Spooned like always, with Dan lying behind Vadim, and the
cool French night air gently billowing the curtains, as an
owl hooted across the moat.
*
* * * * * *
The next
morning, a rap at the door. "Hey guys, you up for a morning
jog?" Pascal's voice. Whatever had given him the guts
to approach the very heart of depravity and the place where
the gay virus lurked - or maybe he'd been ordered to.
"What's
the fucking time?" Dan called out, still burrowed into
the duvets.
"Seven
thirty", came the answer, and it was Beauvais' voice,
louder, easily loud enough to carry through this half of the
castle.
"Jesus
fucking Christ, you think I am still in the military or what?"
But Dan threw the duvet off anyway, after a quick check to
the side which yielded nothing, but Vadim's whereabouts were
confirmed by the sounds of water from the bathroom.
"Hardly.
I let you finish your beauty sleep," came the answer.
Fishing
for a pair of briefs - for special occasions - from the suitcase,
Dan stepped into them and padded over to the door. Unlocking
and throwing it wide open, as he yawned and scratched his
butt simultaneously. Standing in all his almost-naked glory,
scars and all. "Jogging, aye? You must be fucking insane."
Grinning.
Pascal
was wearing short shorts, the famous cycling shorts in fact,
plus a sleek top that looked like it wouldn't be out of place
in any championship in running. Beauvais had gone for a more
rustic approach, simple black track bottoms, a red T-shirt,
and a black vest. "Chretien is downstairs, on the phone.
For hours. I'm thinking, it might be better to have an excuse
to be out of the house."
"Oh
fuck." Exhaling with a heartfelt curse, Dan glanced towards
the bathroom door. "Give us five minutes, tops. Vadim's
doing some titivating, whatever the fuck that is," probably
just shaving, "and I got to have a couple minutes for
piss, dump, teeth." He laughed when Pascal's face fell,
and shook his head. "Too much information, I know."
Shooing them off. "We'll meet you outside and you better
vanish now, or you'll see me starkers and Pascal here
"
Dan waggled his brows, "might catch the gay virus if
he saw my 'bits' again."
"I
wished he'd stop that", murmured Pascal darkly, already
turning away.
"Fair
enough. See you at the moat." The Lieutenant seemed amused,
and they headed off.
"You're
just too much of a target!" Dan shouted after them, then
closed the door and managed to light a fag, get out of the
briefs, and knock on the bathroom door, all within a few seconds.
"Hey, Princess!"
Vadim
opened. "Yes?" Naked, and half-shaved.
"Pascal
and Beauvais asked us to join them for a run."
"A
jog? Good idea. I could do worse than seeing that guy sweat."
"Aye."
Dan grinned from ear to ear, "that'll definitely give
me some ideas for tonight." He winked and stepped into
the bathroom, enough space for them to work side by side.
"Oh,
nice thought."
"So,
that means all stops out? Running them into the ground?"
Not that he could anymore, not with that damned knee that
had been getting worse recently, but he still had more stamina
than any man he'd ever met.
Vadim
grinned. "Save some for tonight. I'll keep it friendly.
The Legion is famous for long, pointless runs. Well, I guess
we could give them a run for their money, if you really want
to."
"I
do, but I'm not that fast anymore. Can still run for hours,
though." As long as the knee didn't play up, but Dan
ignored that thought and grinned. Shaving swiftly, he wiped
his face with a wet towel. "Okay. I'm done." They
headed out to slip into their sports kit, rushing down the
stairs, where both Pascal and Beauvais were stretching and
keeping warm.
"See
that?" Dan grinned and pointed at the train-track scar
down his knee. "Just so you know that you're not a big
boy if you're faster than me, but you can try to keep
going as long as I can."
"I'm
not on duty, you know. Let's go." Beauvais was off, fit
and fast, setting a good pace that Dan could keep up with,
and, like an officer, leading from the front. Pascal followed
behind, and Vadim found he enjoyed the run. A 'friendly' run
that was only for waking up and burning some excess energy.
Not that he or Dan needed that after last night, but he assumed
that Beauvais did. He enjoyed watching the man run. Confident,
wide strides, totally focussed on the run and breathing, until
Dan pulled up beside him, casting a full grin at him.
"What's
your favourite type of exercise?" Making conversation,
which made Pascal groan, though, and shake his head, while
Dan ignored the reaction in his back. Running along, effortlessly,
except for the favouring of one leg.
Beauvais
glanced to the side. "Jumping out of aircrafts with a
bunch of green guys and evacuating a drop zone when the French
defence minister is watching. That's fun. Especially in August."
Dan laughed,
"and where was that? I can only offer a HALO jump into
Iran, to extract an Iraqi, not quite as illustrious as a defence
minister."
"Corsica,
and I did nothing as fancy. I was too busy kicking their scrawny
asses out of the plane. There are always one or two kids that
get second thoughts."
"I
think it's more of a challenge to motivate kids throwing themselves
out of a bloody plane, than jumping yourself."
"How
about your Iraqis? Last thing I heard SAS and Iraq don't mix."
"Wasn't
SAS anymore, did it last year, to extricate a chap who had
an appointment with a war crimes tribunal." Dan grinned,
jumping over a puddle. "The Brits couldn't afford official
involvement, and since I'm used to suicidal stupid-arsed stunts
and being unofficial
but I can tell you that, the CO
hated having to ask me, he couldn't stand faggots."
Pascal
groaned again, and Vadim saw him pull a face. But he kept
quiet. To his credit, Vadim assumed that Pascal simply didn't
want to bother an officer. Seemed some things were deeply
ingrained, even though the guy was no longer his superior.
Maybe he just expected Beauvais to get aggressive or even
violent if the gay virus became too noticeable.
Beauvais
cast Dan a sideways glance. "You have too much breath
left", he stated, calmly, and suddenly went off, running
fast, just covering ground as if there was something to win.
Dan took after him, fuck the knee, he had to ignore whatever
pain it might throw him, it was more important to take on
the challenge. Upping his game as well, he cranked up the
speed, until he caught up with Beauvais again, running alongside.
Much faster than before.
"Tell
me about the battlefields you've been in."
Beauvais
grinned, still breathing easily, breath flowing. "A dozen
shitholes in Africa. Humanitarian stuff. Funnelling refugees
one way ... guarding French expats, going mano a mano with
the scum of the earth ... child soldiers ... Africa is a different
place. I'd tell everybody to not get involved. It's chaos,
hostile, and there's nothing to win. No campaign ribbons.
Just shovelling shit."
"Aye,
I completely agree, even though I've never done the African
stint." Gradually increasing his pace, Dan was feeling
the twinge in his knee now, but shit, he enjoyed himself too
much, feeling his body work and the sweat start to run. "I've
done too much Afghanistan. Got addicted to it and its mountains.
Seems I either end up in mountainous dust or in desert dust."
He grinned, glancing backwards, "but Vadim hates mountains
and hates desert, and probably hates any of the extreme climates."
Earning himself a couple of rolled eyes and a groan from Vadim,
Dan laughed, breathlessly, as he jumped over a branch that
lay low on the track. "Of course, being a couple of mercenary
faggots makes it harder to cuddle up in the spare time, if
you're caught in the desert."
Beauvais
looked at him, didn't say anything this time, and broke into
a full-out run, as they went around a bend that would lead
them back to the chateau. No holds barred, all stops pulled
and the Lieutenant was racing with long strides, as if on
a 100 meter parcour, while a mile or two in front of him.
Dan kept
up, forced himself to stick to the same speed. No more breath
left, now, instead focus and concentration as he raced side
by side with Beauvais.
The Lieutenant
seemed dead-set on winning, again pushing harder. Pressing
out between gritted teeth "who touches the door",
and went in, giving one hundred or more percent, trying to
get just that inch advantage over Dan, who acted against everything
he knew about his body, and forced it to run as fast as he
could.
Racing
against the legionnaire, the two others long forgotten and
left behind, he found that little bit of extra, that one ounce
of insanity that would forever separate a mere man from a
guy like him, and he managed to keep up, all the way, finally
across the moat, and towards the building.
Both
of them touching the door at the exact same time, slowing
down just enough to not run smack into it, they nevertheless
had enough momentum to make a racket. The Lieutenant turned
to face Dan, just for a moment, then looked back at the more
leisurely jogging Pascal and Vadim.
"What
do you want?" Beauvais asked, softly, keeping a straight
face for the others. "Do you want to fuck me?"
Dan was
forcing air into his lungs, completely exhausted. He was older,
his body more knackered, and fuck, he could feel it. Staring
at the legionnaire, he acknowledged the straightforwardness
with his own. "Yes." Dark eyes steady, despite the
state his body was in.
"Tonight?"
"Yes."
Still nothing more.
Beauvais
kept his eyes on Vadim and Pascal. "Can't wait",
he murmured, then turned to the door, opening it. "I'm
off to the shower. Anybody care to join me?"
The look
on Pascal's face was almost accusing, as if the Lieutenant
had picked up the 'gay entendre' by spending too much time
racing Dan.
But Dan
said nothing, not that he could, too breathless, staring after
the legionnaire, dumbfounded. Floored, indeed, and he was
still staring like an idiot after Pascal had gone past and
to his room, and Vadim had caught up with him. "Fuck.
Me." Dan got out, looking as if he'd seen a ghost.
"What?"
Vadim placed a hand on Dan's shoulder.
"That
Lieutenant
. Holy shit." Still struggling for breath,
Dan leaned against Vadim for a moment. "Come. Upstairs.
I
" Couldn't repeat what had been said, too dangerous.
Witnesses might be awake.
Vadim
leaned in to kiss Dan's temple. "Tell me when we share
a shower." They both headed upstairs, Vadim locked the
door and began to strip off the kit. "What happened?"
"He
asked me, when we reached the door at the same time, if I
wanted to fuck him. I said yes. He asked, tonight? I said
yes, he
said he couldn't wait." Realising he sounded
like a parrot, and a very stupid one at that, he didn't care.
Getting under the hot shower was bliss, body completely exhausted,
and his knee protesting vehemently. "Fuck. Talk about
the hunter and the hunted."
Vadim
laughed. "Turning the tables ... not bad. Do you think
he's ever been fucked? I don't think so. Or maybe he was and
he really needs it. He does need something, and we
got him where we wanted him." Murmuring, while kissing
Dan's throat.
Closing
his eyes and relishing the treatment, Dan grinned. "I
think he's got a bellyful of guts and decided to barge ahead,
knowing we'll take him up on it."
"Or
that." Vadim reached for the shower gel and began to
wash Dan. He just felt like it. It seemed natural, relaxed,
and seeing that pleased grin was good. Dan was enjoying the
situation - the hunt. And being taken care of.
During
the day, guests arrived - and it was all about getting ready
for the party, with the house soon filled to the brim with
well-wishers and guests. Most seemed to be from the fashion
side, and Jean did drop the hint that Pascal was a mercenary
- which had an astonishing effect on the assembled young women.
There was a lot of food, Jean did the tour of the house a
few times, some guests stayed longer outside, but most of
them congregated in the |